What’s distorted & what’s not in us as women. The new solar feminine, what it takes to find real empowerment as modern women, and the continued demonisation of women

What I’m attempting to share here are things that women say they've really understood, only to discover that it’s a continual unfolding once having the year long foundation I share with them, so I’m attempting to share in this episode at least an outline on some controversial themes going on in women’s education…..

Welcome back everyone. Although I’m an original pioneer in female embodiment I’ve been laying low for the past 8/9 yrs for reasons I might explain another time, including that I’ve been doing the real work within myself & with those who work intensively with me, instead of sharing more publicly like this. And only now do I feel called to share more widely what I have to say on this adventure into what is essentially the birth of Solar Feminine consciousness.

I’m not into just sharing concepts - what’s in this episode are real teachings that have stood the test of time, that are still valuable, & are in high demand - there has been a lot of evidence of its effectiveness, of personal results in the lives of so many women I’ve had the opportunity to witness in this

I say this because there are a lot of high concepts flying around that haven’t been grounded or digested by real people applying it to their lives for very long. I definitely appreciate articulations of cosmic information that young women are bringing, which are often catalyzed by a Sirian channel named Lisa Renee, AND I feel it's important not to reject our full spectrum female nature at the same time.

For years I’ve been committed to a version of humanity where we get to experience our natural sexuality as part of our spirituality - sounds relatively simple but it’s one of the most complex areas to work in, due to the confusion, fear, distortions & conditioning involved

The long-time split of the Madonna & whore is what I’ve been helping to address with my work. I’ve explored my own edges of this a lot & continue to support others to do so for themselves. I wasn’t always languaging it as Eve & Lilith…….. before it was being taught in non-verbal ways through the embodiment practice of tigress, until 2017/18 when I began teaching about Sophianic coherence inside my somatic therapy training.

I actually don’t expect anyone who doesn’t know me or my work to fully understand what I’m sharing in this episode - may be the same goes for all of the episodes, but especially this one! Perhaps it can at least plant a seed that will bear fruit in another moment for you if this is all new information.

From working in-depth with men as well as women in sexuality as a confidante, therapist & teacher, it’s given me incredible insights into the conditioning on humanity when it comes to what is natural vs what is unnatural in human sexuality. This is a big part of what informed the work of Tigress for women.

 

On Lilith and Eve, I don’t take too seriously what the Abrahamic religions say about this creation story in the garden of Eden that became encoded into the psyches of women & men, nor do I align with the patriarchal interpretations of Lilith especially, which have discarded her value entirely unless it’s in secret like going to see a sex worker or watching porn - which are just some of the places the exiled & vilified versions of Lilith have been confined to in the modern world, that people willingly seek out or participate in, although they mostly won’t admit it.

Because I resonate with holding space for the healing of both Lilith & Eve, in order for individual women to discover their integration for Sophianic wholeness, I ended up developing a map of the female psyche we’ve been calling the Eve & Lilith framework.

It’s not about invoking or trying to embody collective archetypes at all, I actually do not recommend that, instead it’s a very personal unraveling that takes humility & real courage to identify where the programming of each is operating inside of us as women.

And in this, I get to meet women who are at very different places to each other on the spectrum of feminine energies. That in itself has taught me so much actually.

Often communities have a majority of just E or L, or they only glorify one, which deepens the divide amongst women even more. I’ve noticed how This framework has the power to integrate a higher frequency of consciousness & embodiment of true authentic power for women.

It’s very much for those who love & resonate with Lilith as a champion of female empowerment and also for women who want & need To develop their relationship to their untamed free spirit - but without the distortions.

Let me explain more.....

Lilith energy is our lifeblood, she is the primordial creatrix, the power of birth & of death, the fire, the spice, the wildness, the freedom, the passion of our feelings & the real pleasure in our sex. She’s this and so much more but she has been badly misunderstood and exiled into narrow places that are too stifling for her magnificent fullness to bear. And in that banishment some of the most important qualities of feminine essence - like aliveness, the reason for living……. is exiled.

The part in the garden of Eden story that’s most relevant to know in this moment is that Lilith was the first woman to be created by God, but because she wanted to retain her sovereignty alongside Adam rather than just underneath his control, she refused to play in that version of reality & fled the garden to be in her autonomous space. In response to her decision, she was literally demonized as a manipulative baby-eating monster who was said to have cursed humanity. Adam eventually asked for another mate from which came Eve, a more compliant & harmonious version of a woman to be his wife, which the bible refers to as a helpmate for man.

I’ve heard interpretations of this bible story shared by Christian pastors who clearly know far more about the bible than I do and they can have really valid points to contribute. I appreciate different interpretations & often agree with them at least in part, but rarely is Lilith factored into it and if she is, she’s usually demonized without question. I’ve also heard interpretations from feminists and new age thinkers who might discard Eve completely as well, and although I understand that perspective, it’s still not the whole picture.

What I mean when I talk about Lilith & Eve is more based on the lived experience of how the split of the Madonna & whore gets played out in the lives of actual living men and women today, not just a theory from the bible story, of which I’m not pretending to be an expert on.

I’ll do another episode sometime on my own revelations about the rightful place of male authority in the sense of the true spiritual hierarchy, but that’s only relevant to men operating from high, pure consciousness that revere the Feminine and don’t seek to suppress & control women, which is something for the guys leading men’s work to be addressed as they evolve into that aligned masculine potential as protectors & guardians to keep the essence of life from being corrupted by the malevolent forces…….

This subject is far beyond what a podcast episode can possibly contain! So please bear with me as I try to give an overview version…..

The way I see it is that whether you use these two words of Eve & Lilith in the way that I mean it or not, the expression of both is happening in women today all the time.

In the Eve & Lilith framework I teach about, the very basic understanding is how Eve would be the soft, receptive, nurturing mother energy, lovely, heart-connected, the beautiful, vulnerable, harmonious expressions of the Feminine in women. In her empowered expression, she’s excellent with things like relationship, emotional maturity, and co-regulation. Lilith would be the wild, instinctual, primal, strong, creative, free, erotic & wise mysterious power of the Feminine in women. In her empowered expression, she’s excellent with trusting the unknown, feeling the fullness of her sexual potency in authentic intimacy, and communicating with her mystical inner world. Together they are also represented in a way our own inner feminine & masculine energies within that need to unify for our wholeness, for our sovereignty.

One is definitely more socially acceptable, and although not all women will say so openly, all women are deeply curious about it might be like to be a keeper of the sexual mysteries, to know herself in that capacity, even if she isn’t intending to fully explore it. I’ve seen many times how when in sacred women’s spaces where the judgments of the world are not relevant, the women who are in some form of sex work are approached with great curiosity, wherein regular life they might be frowned upon.

Now there ARE distorted expressions of Lilith in women, yet there are also pure expressions of Lilith - just as there are pure & distorted expressions of Eve in women, which is not talked about as much. I’ve found that to bring these to awareness creates an upgraded inner identity and gives women a new template to grow from and evolve into.

Disintegrated Eve gets exhausted from over-giving, trying t do all the things, over functioning, trying to help or please everyone else, leading to passive aggressive toxicity & petty mindneness, disconnection from the sisterhood through comparison and jealousy & more. Disintegrated Lilith can get lost in grief, rage or feeling victimised, leading to inaction, inertia and stagnancy and disconnection from her heart’s vulnerability, self harm, unstable relationships & more. Of course there are many ways women express it, these are just some common ones to help you get the framework.

The reason I work with both L & E is because the pure versions of both, together are integral for feminine wholeness. And we can’t get to the pure without integrating what’s been unhealthy. And we can’t find peace in ourselves without this wholeness of both our soft, receptive, harmonious qualities and our fierce, dynamic & autonomous nature qualities. We can’t do our part as women to restore our sacred connection with men without taking this journey.

Just as Lilith got exiled & demonised, this is the story many women live, simply for having female bodies - even when they have done nothing wrong & not hurt anyone,

For eg (trigger warning) a 13yr old village girl in Somali being publicly humiliated and stoned to death for being raped by 3 men, or a 19yr old girl in Pakistan sentenced to death for being raped at gunpoint by her cousin in the family home, all due to the age old distorted perception that her female energy is to blame for that violent, disconnected behaviour.

Or a mother blaming her own daughter for being sexualised and abused by the father because her young female body was seen by him as seductive.

We don’t all live out such extreme situations, yet every woman I’ve ever worked with in depth, has her (possibly) more mild version of this story that has shaped her perception of herself & therefore the course of her life - how she feels about herself, what she believes is possible for her, how she relates with others from there, with the world and with God. When we perpetually relate to ourselves as victims who don’t belong eg, that will be what we experience over and over outside. It’s when the story gets embedded as the inner narrative.

On the other hand due to this distorted perception of women, many I meet never dare to develop their sexual energy due to fear of their own animal nature, fear of being abused or somehow unsafe, and so they exile Lilith in themselves for survival & cling to more Eve expressions - suffocating themselves to the point of resentment, trying to please everyone to the detriment of self and trying ever so hard to be perfect, to belong in a corrupt culture where only a limited superficial expression of being a woman is encouraged as acceptable. As someone who works with the inner places I can tell you these old templates are alive and well, until we actively evolve them.

Understandably so, the rebellious spirit in Lilith who is abused, victimised, not welcome, not invited to the party, actively hated and denied - that spirit of rejection lives somewhere in all women - when the pure expression of her as Aliveness Itself gets distorted, it can and does often turn toxic

from the naturalness of woman trying to fit into the confines of Eve as her only expression, and from the trauma of Lilith left unattended to or undeveloped in a world that usually sees Lilith energy in her more immature expressions of rebellion and fuck you patriarchy - don’t get me wrong I very much appreciate the sentiment and know That energy needs to get expressed out, it’s just that there is so much more beyond a reactionary stance once we have found deep inner self-acceptance beyond trauma.
Because of how many women who do already resonate with Lilith get stuck in the spirit of rejection, from living in a world that doesnt’ have a healthy place for her, examples of mature, empowered, pure Lilith must be sourced from within.
In regards to interfering forces that distort her power…..

What I’ve come to see is that our traumas act as energetic portals - of emotions, memory and information, stored as imprints that connect to various collective templates, that can make us vulnerable to inter-dimensional interference. I’ve seen how energetically, traumas are open wounds that just like a bleeding wound in ocean water can attract sharks, unhealed trauma can attract parasitic entities that feed off our lack of coherence - when we hurt in secret, when we are too busy to attend to our real work in this life, when we avoid our pain, when we are casting shadows without even realising it or think we don’t have a shadow because we live outside of our bodies in concepts and only want to be love & light, especially when we form identities out of our pain instead of feeling our feelings all the way through to open new portals of reconnection with God -

 

Nothing of what I’m saying about the E & L framework is about imposing something that’s not already happening inside, it’s not more rules being put onto women, it’s simply a map that has unpacked the contents of the female psyche, it’s a framework for understanding the journey women go through in a world where we need to go beyond the current context of the culture to generate a level of wholeness that has not often been demonstrated to us by those who’ve gone before us in previous generations, in the way we need to see it now.

This framework gives women so much opportunity for self reflection, contemplation, healing and permission to explore beyond what they were previously aiming for - it’s very liberating in quite an evolutionary way.

It helps us to free ourselves of masks we create that keep us locked into separation, false inner identities and alignment with the false feminine, distorted lunar matrix programs that siphon energy from us when we are stuck in trauma. That is real and yet it doesn’t mean that all Lilith energy as I’m describing here is evil.

Those who are tripping out on further exiling such an important part of themselves in the effort to calibrate the upgraded Solar Feminine, have missed an essential step in the alchemy of evolving feminine consciousness, because (I’ve experienced) the Holy Mother Sophia as the Primordial cosmic womb, the pure potentiality of Primal Source to become the Christed mother principle, in the union beyond duality. I love that this isn’t available at the embodied level unless we enter into Her Mystery through alchemizing our shadows.

I very much see the distorted programming women are running inside themselves whether they express that as distorted lilith or distorted eve & I do see how it is perpetuated by the reversal of the mother principle program that is said to be distorting life on earth - and yet that is held in place by individual and collective trauma, same with the religion of those at the top of the false power pyramid - as it seems to feed off our human emotional energy.

Although its essential to perceive what is out of alignment with natural law, shadow never dissolves by denying and outcasting it. What got scapegoated will never go away by demonising it even more. Every natural human was born innocent and pure - and that is the superpower of humanity - our capacity for empathy and original essence. This is what has been my mission, to along with many others, restore Sophianic coherence on Earth

Although I do understand alignment with Christ (beyond what Yogananda rightly calls churchianity) at this time of mass disclosure, I have come to see we need a more nuanced perspective so we don’t deepen the divide we intend to heal.

For eg, a woman trying to remove all trace of the primal feminine in herself in the effort to disconnect from the distorted dark mother reversal program will likely circle back around to needing to cultivate a nourishing relationship with her female body and her natural full spectrum energies because our divine female physiology in its pure state holds the original blueprint of the holy mother in form.

I don’t know how this all sounds to you, but it’s an intense ride to calibrate this at the individual level, far deeper than the conceptual understanding. I hold women through the full rebirth adventure of this as they learn to apply it to their own real lives. I give the entire download step by step in a year-long transformational, somatic coaching process that they all say is just the beginning - once you have it gives you a new lens to see life through, where you can spot the programming happening in women all around you and in the world.

As someone who used to focus more on women developing empowered Lilith energies because of how much reconnection is needed there, I came to also see the deep need and wisdom of equal attunement to what I’m calling empowered Eve energies - because we are so very much in need of really letting into ourselves, really receiving the self-nourishment we tend to focus on giving out to everyone else & it’s this current that is necessary to restore the relationship between mother and child, man and woman.

The message I’m sharing today isn’t something to visit just one time to get the intellectual download, it’s ongoing embodiment alchemy for us all as women, for the rest of our lives and then some.

What I love witnessing women discover about this healing, transformation & integration, is how there is no one way it is supposed to look - each woman has her own ways like an individual fingerprint - some naturally have a bigger dose of Eve or of Lilith, yet each most definitely has both within her to draw from and live in connection with.

And as the coherence is restored within, her life, her relationships, her desires, and her path shifts, changing shape as a natural consequence. In being present to what it takes to nourish her wholeness, she gets to experience what is possible for her in direct connection with Holy Mother Sophia, in her body as an intimate experience of the Feminine Divine, allowing a new frequency of consciousness to be leading her through her life.

Men have their version of this split to heal too but I’m focusing on women today & this is still the story that shapes the minds and lives of men too. And I share what I do in the spirit of us recognizing that we could be working together, rather than perpetuate how we’ve been pitted against each other as women and men.

I knew it was impossible to fit this all into a podcast episode, so I’ll say more about the Solar Feminine consciousness in the next, it will be for those who are interested in retaining connection with their aligned full spectrum female power while considering that maybe the false lunar matrix information is true since it’s coming not just from contemporary channels but also from one main indigenous elder who said he held humanity’s original creation stories - yep that’s definitely going to need an episode its own!

I want to end this sharing for now with a way to apply this to yourself - to ask yourself honestly what is calling from within your womanly range to be felt, known, and expressed if you could remove all judgments from what those experiences are and what the consequences might be if you gave yourself permission to have it, what would you choose? Whatever your answers might be, notice if it’s more from your Eve or Lilith self, and whether or not that’s something you would act on, what is it revealing that you are longing to know yourself as, for your own growth?

For a long, while it was the suppression of Lilith that would come up for women I work with, and that continues to be the case for many, though now it’s becoming more common for it to be about hidden Eve longings amongst women who have sided with female empowerment for many years.

I want to take a moment to acknowledge all the women and all the beings who have been for countless lifetimes, working towards the levels of embodied feminine wholeness we now have the opportunity to claim.

This is an immense subject, so feel free to share what this episode has touched on for you and I’ll be with you soon.

But the way that I like to do it is. Well kind of typical of, of me because I come from a very. Planetary or universal perspective, which is not just about, utilizing one earth cultures, way of being and names for, speaking ceremonies, for example, the different guardians and gods and goddesses and things. The way that I work with it, just like a do with the female embodiments. Is is coming from a very universal place. And what that also means is that it really is a lot of direct connection because it's about you as the light being human female animal that you are in connection with the living earth in connection with the living light of God, in connection with the sacred elements that make up the earth and the different guardians behind them and really just working direct with the sun central sun, greatest central sun, holy mother, holy father, Christo Sophia. It's very direct like that. And I keep it simple, not only so that the women that are wanting to learn about this from me can feel. Maybe more confident, um, to be able to do it themselves without immersing themselves for a long time in a certain indigenous tradition and having to have a lot of training in that before they feel like they can, have the blessing to work with this.

So I'm coming from a very. Place it in a guidance that is rooted in spiritual sovereignty as, as women of the earth and the stars, and just acknowledging where we are and acknowledging the energy. We are working with every day, whether we know it or not, and allowing that relationship to become more present simply through acknowledging it. And, so that's, that's how I like to share it because that's how I experience it is kind of simple, but very, very hard connected and, and very palpable. And, um, I'll share some of those palpable experiences in a moment. But firstly yeah, acknowledging the transitions that nature goes through that this living planet is going through. It is such a great mirror of our own inner transitions that we go through. As our consciousness expands in our lives, as we live and learn and grow over time, it gives us a chance to really reflect on our RN transitions and to take that to a deeper level beyond the physical planes so that we can really, harmonize with nature around us, but also with nature inside of us as well.

And my experience of working with seasonal ceremony like this is to feel the intelligence of the natural world, inviting us to reweave ourselves, back into the wholeness and you may have heard me mention, on this podcast. And if you're a woman who's been tuning in into the work that I offer, you know, that it's all about the restoration. It's a real embodied restoration about female wholeness as women. And in order to access that we do need to extract ourselves from the false world matrix to the full extent that we can.

But the point of, of doing that is to reweave ourselves, back into the wholeness. If we call it like the, the organic living matrix of, of life itself of, of God that is always present and is always the foundational reality underneath or behind. Any constructed world of the man-made world, which you and I, and everyone born onto this planet is also familiar with. And in this, we get to experience how nature is truly our greatest ally. And particularly in a time like this, where the hold of the control agendas in, in a world constructed world matrix, has a lot going on a lot of complexity, a lot of confusion going on. And so to ground ourselves in the organic energy matrix, olife itself. It's like we remember that our bodies are made up of the sacred elements of earth and air and fire and water. And there is a particular kind of grace of like a divine grace and a presence of protection that becomes available to us in abundance.

Especially when we can acknowledge the presence of the guardians, which is the, like the living intelligence, we're living consciousness behind each of elements. And this is something that obviously is going on all of the time, but unless someone is noticing it, actually failing it, receiving it, having a communication. With the elements with the guardians, with the planet, with our ancestors, ith all that we cost and how much that would reconfigure your energy field to bring you back into a secure connection with the living world, even through all of the stuff that be, constructed world is currently moving through and dismantling. It seems like a very part time to be grounded in this intimacy.

With the elements with the living natural matrix. And part of what I love about that is how divine organic reality connection is powerful protection. And it helps us to seal our energy fields from any energy harvesting, any siphoning, if you don't know what I mean, when I say that it's like, The way that your psychic energy, the way that your mental energy and your emotional energy through your endocrine glands can be, hijacked through different, momentums agendas in the world that don't necessarily have your wellbeing in the highest.

And that take takes quite a bit of self-awareness and inner awakening and like a devotional discipline to be able to stay aware to it, you know, stay awake to this, dance that is this divine human life, you know, and if you are a woman who wants to tune into this, direct intimacy, With nature with the elements, with the living reality, then, you might want to consider coming and experiencing, not only that, I mean a whole journey of, of Tigress as well, which has an incredibly potent practice. But yeah, having the option to join the seasonal ceremonies that come up every few months, there's quite a few of them throughout the. Timeframe of a whole year and we're going to be, um, doing a ceremony for each one. So recently we just did winter solstice. We're about to explore the Imbolc, ceremony coming up.

And the women that came to the last one, you know, really, really felt it, you know, and what I felt afterwards was without meaning to as well, which is always such a beautiful thing without trying to make anything happen or remember something it's just like a really, it's truly a living presence. You know, we're weaved differently. Our energy field is configured differently and how that was showing up for me, even, you know, several days after the winter solstice ceremony is I would just be, outside for example, and the way that. The wind, the air was speaking to me and all of the elements would just, it just, they all felt so much more alive. The communication felt much stronger. And I actually felt the, like a protective shield around myself. Another way that I could describe that is like a, um, like, like an installation, a barrier or layer around my fields that helped orientate and continues to, um, deepen and anchor and reorientate my attention to what matters most, which is, you know, the portal of right here and right now, and the fact that there is, just so much support, so much consciousness, living intelligence, so much protection, so much beauty.

Now, you know, with our connection with nature every single day. And the more that we notice that the more that we experience it, the more that we allow ourselves to open up and to feel it, the more we are coming into resonance. With that living intelligence. And so therefore the quality of your thoughts, the types of feelings and emotions that move through you are just more aligned and more harmonious and definitely a strong sense, a stronger sense of spaciousness to be able to really listen. So it helps drop. Um, awareness to a deeper level to, to be in this communication. And it's something that feels very beautiful. I could also describe it like an effortless kind of meditation. Like when you haven't tried to reach a certain state of consciousness, but it just happens because you are, you know, proactively engaging, yeah with. Living energies that are always there, but when someone isn't engaging with them, what's happening is that a lot of their energy and maybe even most, or all of their energy is plugged into the constructed world with all the different ways that that pulls on people's thoughts and emotions. And a lot of that just gets cycled through over and over and over again. It can tend to have, I've noticed it as a dis integrating feeling like actually taking energy, taking vitality or way if you have ever known the sense of depletion and exhaustion, you'd literally like something's taking pieces of you, that's actually happening. That's a real thing. And the opposite of this restoration that I'm talking about that comes through this direct intimacy and building this buffer, you know, between you and the constructed world.

I mean, obviously not all of that is, is like negative. If we want to say that about the constructive world, but the way that we move through that world is, is everything, you know, when we're serious about cultivating our inner energies so that we can be creating from a place of alignment in the world.

And so to realize that it's available. You know, the, the intimacy with God, with life, with the divine consciousness through nature that literally moves through the natural world and is always trying to reach us and connect with us. It's like, you know, someone trying to talk to you, someone trying to relate with you, but you just can't even hear it because the noise of the world is so loud. Takes all of your attention is very good at knowing how to take all of your attention so that there's not much left. And that comes to grounding and anchoring yourself as the conduit that you are between the world. So that you can actually experience an embodied sense of spiritual sovereignty. And I feel, I know that that is a very, very empowered place to be. And it's also. Simply our most natural state, but unless someone is deciding to become available for that, they aren't going to be experiencing it. And, um, and just on that, when we did the winter solstice ceremony, just recently with the Tigress community, deep practice group, you know, some of the women who are maybe less familiar with working with energy in this way, we're like, oh, I don't really have time. Maybe I can look at it next week. So the way that we're actually doing these is, is live. And I keep it up for, you know, maximum of six days, five days or something like that. And the reason for that is you actually need to, you know, and we all do. We need to humble ourselves and remember how important this connection with nature actually is. And so, no, it can't wait till next week because the energy of that transition for that ceremony to take place is a very particular timeframe. And, I liken it to, uh, the reorientation that a woman experiences when she decides to honor and respect and, you know, Give her body, the space that it needs while she's menstruating. Okay. And part of the, I mean, the, the biggest, value of a woman deciding to do that for herself, which is something I've been teaching and living for a very, very long time. In fact, my entire life, as a, as a woman in this, in this body ever since menstruation began, it's been something that I, You know, have needed to navigate differently because it was such a strong experience for me in my earlier years.

And so what that taught me to do was to prioritize the primal reality, of, of being a female animal and how that. Well, you know, from the start, by the way was opening me to some pretty expanded states of consciousness. And I valued it a lot. I think at the very start, it kind of scared me a little bit, but, that was when I was pretty young and it didn't take long for me to realize that it was actually an incredibly important time, even though there was no, uh, Nothing in the culture or family that I came from that mirrored to me that it was valuable to slow down, fully experienced that and, you know, answer into it. You don't just, you know, take some time out and stay home in bed and watch movies actually work with the energy. And so for me, I've been doing that my entire life with, with my blood time and what that has done and what I know it has done for many, many other women that have decided to do this through the Tigress community. It re-orientates you in your life. Because who you actually are, has a chance to, um, make itself known to you and to be part of your, you know, practical life and in all your relating or you're creating everything that you're doing in the world gets to have more of your full presence. And there's also a knowing that every single time that you honor it, meaning taking that space that you need when you need it.

Every time you do that, you are bringing more of the energy of, of the natural world into your experience, as opposed to overriding it, medicating yourself and pretending it's not there or not just, you know, rejecting it or avoiding it and not wanting to connect at all. Sorry, I like, again, the dicision to prioritize, being present for these transitions in nature, and to be part of a ceremony where you can experience yourself, being that conduit between the worlds to prioritize that. Even if you've got a busy schedule, I mean, just like with administration, actually you can know it's coming and decide to not book anything else in for that day in terms of a ceremony it's just one day or half a day.

And, uh, so especially when you know, it's coming, it's easy to do that, but also it's like, no, you can't watch the replay next week or a week after when your schedule is more free. It doesn't work like that. It's not a conceptual thing. The, the energy window. Of the transition, is that a particular time? And if you aren't present to that, you miss it.

And then you kind of just doing it more in your head or something like that, rather than working with the actual real energy. And that's the point, you know, that we need to learn how to make it important and decide that it is, and not until we do that. So we really get to experience the life giving, power.

And so yeah, when I do these ceremonies, especially because of different time zones and things, I do believe it up for, you know, maximum five days. And then it kind of disappears until we come together to do the next ceremony. So in terms of the replays and future women will be able to see those, but while we're going through the first year of doing it, Live together because it won't be every single year. Yeah. It is just for this year. Yeah, it's, it's a invitation to practice that devotional discipline. I tend to call it where, yeah, you decided to make it important. Sorry. The presence of the element. And the guardians, the consciousness behind the elements, the protectors of life itself show us the sacredness of life and how we can be experiencing that more on a daily level. You know, there's only a certain amount of these ceremonies throughout the year, but after each one, you get to ground what you connected with, you get to we've had a little bit more into your day. For example, if you. Really feel like you went there in your connection with acknowledging the guardians of the water and the element of water.

And you start to just notice the presence of actual water in your life. And you start to realize that you are actually interacting with them. Every single day, so many times a day, but if there's a mindlessness about it, if there is a taking it for granted, then you know, it's, it's really like just living in your mental body, living in your head rather than, you know, being in that feeling connection, which can only happen through our hearts. And so the more we engage, the more we decide to engage and to make it important, we get to experience that, yeah, that presence of, of the magic of life in the daily level, more and more and more. So you can actually increase that, you know, really turn up the volume on that so that you get to experience literally the sensations and feelings in your own body differently as well.

And there's just something incredibly empowering for a woman to be in her own ceremonial space on the earth, be in this direct communication with the living world. And I know that it can feel quite strong at first or, yeah, I mean, there's most definitely a big contrast, you know? Cause if you've, if you haven't been used to doing that in your life, then yeah. You'd most definitely going to feel the contrast of. You know, living in the world where it's all about, time and profits and productivity, and there's different things that are valued in the constructed world and not all of them are bad and wrong, but the orientation is very unnatural actually to us, it's very disconnected from nature.

And so rather than just kind of talking about or complaining about, you know, what the people that have come before us have done to the earth and how we didn't get taught these things and, um, you know, kind of blaming the. You know, the, the notorious big companies that damage the earth. If we only see it like that, and we don't recognize that, wait, wait, are you, am I, are we in connection ourselves in the way that we could be just because we chose to be. And are we creating from that place of being re weaved into the organic matrix of life? Because it's a very different experience of being alive. It's a very different experience of being in our female bodies when we have that intimacy. And it's just, everyone's birthright to be able to find, that this way of being as normal, you know, it's, it's not the norm, but it it's, it is natural.

It's meant to be normal and you can choose to have that experience. And so whichever tradition that you like to work with, and even women that already have a training or strong roots in a certain tradition, continue with what you want to do, you know, but the way that we're experiencing the seasonal rituals in the Tigress deep practice group throughout the next year, there might be something in the way that we do that, that really resonates with you. And you want to include that in the way that you already do ceremony, or maybe you've never done it before, or you've only ever done it with a big group on a special occasion. That's not something that you've really grounded. Into your own experience as a woman of living your life and you feel like, yeah, it would be really amazing to go on a whole year journey and yes, it's, it's guided.

Um, but you are also experiencing it yourself in the moment and being able to do it over and over and over again. So it starts to feel like, ah, it's getting normal to meet myself in this way. It's getting, um, you know, more comfortable to be in that high frequency of energy because it is, it's a different, very different experience of ourselves.

It's it's like a real remembrance of who we are at the true divine self level and, yeah, very human as well. Very high connected human, but also, definitely there's more energy that we can feel in our bodies, you know, like that divine electricity kind of sensation and, get to learn how to calibrate a higher frequencies of energy through ceremony. And, yeah, it's, it's a very, very, very special experience. I wish for everyone man, and woman to, remember. Their sacred connection with the earth, with the elements, with nature, with the guardians, with God in this way, and to make it real. And, you know what, it would be a very different. If more people chose to meet themselves in this way, because what we, what we would be then putting out into the quantum field would have a very different resonance.

And, yeah, so those that know me know that I, I do see and know a lot about what's going on in the constructed world, but ultimately the most powerful place that we can be is how we decide to be here. In amongst that and that, you know, it's a, it's a responsibility of, learning about something like this, for example, learning about how we can actually step in and change the story and to firstly, open ourselves up to experience that, to give that to ourselves and see the difference that it makes in your own personal life.

And, yeah, I think that it will, would help anyone to feel more confidence. In who they are and how they're showing up, you know, in whatever situation in their life, because you have more of you, you have more of your real frequency available to be moving through you. And speaking through you, creating through you.

And, you know, that that's the kind of empowerment that everyone actually really wants. And, you know, it's one of these things that it's just so funny that it's so available to everyone. It's, it's like it's free, not just this bonus of it being for a whole year journey free but you know, th this is like powerful, forgotten, embodied knowledge that hasn't really been passed on. And so if this is resonating with you and you are a woman who's already in the Tigress deep practice group, I really recommend, and you might be feeling the vibe of why it's important. And, um, if you are getting any inner guidance messages, listening to this, of how it might be relevant to you, that I really.

Encourage you to listen to that and to follow that. And if you're a woman listening to this who doesn't know what Tigress is, and you're not in the tiger stick practice group, um, go and check it out, follow the information that you will hear in a moment. And you could even just try it for a month. It's um, an annual or a monthly subscription. And you can come in for a month experience. The whole month of classes, there's actually six classes a month, but also a pretty big library. Now we've been going for over a year. And so all the recordings of all the classes that we've done in the past more than a year are available 24*7. And so it gives you a huge amount of support and guided practices to be able to connect with yourself as a woman, truly, and really be here, decided to be here for the embodied Ascension and, yeah.

You know, one more thing that I could say of the value of doing this, the benefit of doing the seasonal ceremonies is how that in a reflection of the different transitions that I mentioned at the start, it's like the perception of discordance energy. It's that go on in our lives? Like externally issues that come up with other people or situations.

So discordance, um, yeah circumstances going on, they really are emanations of what's being worked out from inside of us. And the more that we can attend to the inside of us. And reconfigure what energy we're putting out there and even clear and resolve open loops that are kind of pending from the past.

Ceremony is such a powerful way of being able to do that and to reposition yourself, anchor yourself, reorientate yourself in how you want to be now, who you want to be now. And like I said, you have so much extra support. We're not living life through your mental body only, and really letting your heart expand. And through there be able to feel for yourself. The living intelligence in nature and all of the divine support that's available to every single one of us. If we choose to tune into that. So I'm going to leave you with this today, and I hope it serves you. And I hope you get to experience at least one conscious ceremony. In the next year, if not all of them, because it's a really special, really beautiful experience. And I would love to hear any benefits that you receive from it as well.